I make no regrets for the man I am for in doing so I would question the foundation upon which I stand. A foundation built of steel resilience nailed together with the suffering I've endured. The rust may discolor my surface and reveal the mistakes I've made but when I take a step back and gaze in full view at all I've accomplished under such monumental stress, I gaze in awe. It is n that moment of self appreciation I truly recognize the legacy of what I've accomplished and and realize the potential of what I still can do...

:-)

oh yeah!

The Truth

The faces I make help me mask my pain
facades they're called in the games we play
I've got people fooled, they don't notice a thing
but I can't deceive myself, I still feel the sting.

My eyes bleed tears no one else sees
But my lips taste the pain of this false glee
Then there's that lump in my throat I always feel
The seed of guilt that springs from the truth I conceal

I know that smiles I give off are lies
and the more poison I swallow the more my soul dies

Darkness Falls

Title has nothing to do with the movie, never saw it and don't want to.
I like darkness, I like being immersed in it.
Its soothing and it relaxes me a lot.
But it also makes me sad.
Double edged sword.
Bittersweet.
Dark.